I do the exact same thing but with a knife when I’m angry at specific politicians. Fidget around with it (it’s a big heavy law enforcement model), violently flip it open a few times, practice some grip switches, then just sorta squeeze it really hard, close my eyes and stare at the Orange Hitler’s stupid grin.
Am I crazy or is this normal behavior (for someone who’s been horribly abused my entire life by Christian extremist doctrine and now his policies writing that same doctrine into law)?
I do the exact same thing but with a knife when I’m angry at specific politicians. Fidget around with it (it’s a big heavy law enforcement model), violently flip it open a few times, practice some grip switches, then just sorta squeeze it really hard, close my eyes and stare at the Orange Hitler’s stupid grin.
Am I crazy or is this normal behavior (for someone who’s been horribly abused my entire life by Christian extremist doctrine and now his policies writing that same doctrine into law)?
Therapy might be a bit more expensive but it’ll be orders of magnitude more effective.
Fair. But isn’t the first coping method in the effectiveness chain removing the stressor from the environment or something like that /j