I’m currently working on a PhD, and I had a meeting that felt like an intervention with my advisor where she encouraged me to take a few months away from the program to take care of myself. For context, I used to work for the airforce, and apparently I picked up some pretty severe mental health problems that have lead to not sleeping and panic attacks when I read papers about military hardware (not ideal when my current interest is hardware side cybersecurity).

What the fuck does “take care of yourself” mean? Like, I don’t know what to do with my hands. I’ve spent my entire life with a fast paced schedule, either with school work or some other crisis I’ve needed to attend to. Now I’m like… trying to accept going to therapy and I’m doing yoga with some people in my research group a few times a week, but i don’t know what to do with my time otherwise. I feel like smoking all of the weed in this state playing video games and rotting in bed isn’t the answer, but that’s where I’m at. I’d love any advice or to hear from anybody who’s been in that position of being told to take a few months off for mental health

  • Pronell@lemmy.worldEnglish
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    6 months ago

    There isn’t anything all that wrong with smoking some pot and playing video games. Just make sure you’re still taking care of yourself in other ways.

    Keep clean. Cook your own food. Exercise, get fresh air. And yes, play some games, while high if that’s what you prefer. All of that is taking care of yourself from a physical and mental health perspective, so you don’t break down, or, ideally, panic while looking at schematics.

    Therapy isn’t a bad idea at all, but if you’re resistant to that, check those other boxes of self-care and in the process you may gain a few healthier habits.

    That prior paragraph is all me - I’ve always avoided therapy and have had a couple of breakdowns, including a lost decade. I’m now fifty and relatively happy with my life, but only because I did put in some work on myself.

    You’re off to a good start with yoga and hanging out with friends. Figure out how you want to fill this time, and enjoy yourself. Dabble in things. Find new passions. Life doesn’t give you time off like this often.