[Content Warning: mentions of transphobia]
Long story short, our persecutor have been trying to repress our transfem host, to the point where she rarely fronted nowadays. Maybe it was internalized transphobia, which sometimes caused us quite a problem.
While she’s not the only transfem in our system, I couldn’t help but to feel bad that she might felt unwelcome here, in her only safe space. She’s also pretty empty and unresponsive ever since she started to disappear.
I suppose it does make sense considering how unfriendly our system could become lately. We’ve tried our best to sort that, it is fortunate that most other system members don’t support transphobia, so hopefully things will get better for us.