Very tired.

I work as an automation programmer and that means that usually I have very limited contact with other people. However, there’s a period each year when I have to teach people about the new systems that they have to operate… and boy it’s exhausting to deal with groups of people and talk to them…

Normally, I get home and have energy to do stuff but these days I get home (same time as usual) and can barely gather the energy to eat something before going in standby mode.

On the bright side, I managed to gather the courage to tell a couple of trusted colleagues about my DX for the first time ever and it’s so damn freeing to be able to say openly what’s happening instead of just masking.

Tired and pissed off at everything, but simultaneously super excited to get lost in my schoolwork.

I am… not okay. Isolated as a mfer, and I don’t want to be. Where are my people?

How am I doing what?