i know it’s not just “teenage hormones” (18f). i cannot yet be given a diagnosis on anything though i will be talking to a psychiatrist. this is really fucked up, i hate this so much.

i’ll be full of energy, all these ideas and motivation. i’ll talk really fast and have no need for sleep.

then, i’ll get depressed. i was doing GREAT all week and today, but now i’m about to cry simply because my friend only spends time with her friend group and never me. i was mad at that and suddenly ready to block everyone but i feel guilty and im mad at myself for being this way.

i know she can hang out with her trio, i know we’re still friends. i normally wouldn’t be mad but i truly think i’m going insane.

  • LostXOR@fedia.io
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    3 days ago

    As someone in a similar age bracket I can relate to experiencing something similar, but over a longer time period (several weeks/months). I’m a cis male so I’d guess it’s not hormones (not sex specific ones, at least). Unfortunately I have no idea what it actually is, but I hope you can figure it out!