Older dude here that has battled a flood of constant bullshit since a very young age, PTSD from said trauma, and chronic depression since 1989. Humans are crazy resilient. Every time we face and survive some shit, our suffering threshold gets pushed further out until it starts to take some seriously fucked up shit to even phase us. We are a vicious, nasty, and very fucking tough species. Things won’t get better…you will.