It’s obvious who has won here. You have evolved from someone who didn’t want to be mindlessly hated to someone who is obsessed with mindlessly hating others. You have 100% switched teams because they beat you into it, and you lacked the strength to resist them. Get back to who you once were, it was undoubtedly much better than this vile bigot you’ve become. It’s sad to see people collapse onto the other team, I hope you manage to make it back.