tbh at this point, I kinda suspect that I have ADHD, but getting diagnosed costs money, and to get money, I need a job, but nobody is dumb enough to hire me lmao. Maybe I’ll get around to it later this year / next year because I’m currently waiting to hear back from a couple of companies. Randomly playing along to songs is relatable, I often do that on my bass and rarely learn to play songs properly. Your comment gives me some kind of hope that things can get better. Thank you for that :3